Tuesday, April 02, 2024

stuck

you are asking too much of me
but to say "you are asking too much of me"
to you
and expect you to not take it personally
would be
asking too much of you

so


Sunday, March 24, 2024

Relentless

When I think of the countless photographs 
taken over years and years 

what was the purpose
capturing what exactly
and why

as this thought nestles in
it punctures my lungs

painful
how can one hold time

worse than sand

Thursday, March 21, 2024

ridiculous

I miss him

but he is right next to me
ready to wake any minute

crying to say
“I need you, I love you, you are my everything”

Now tell me how that’s not addictive as fuck

Monday, March 11, 2024

who loves you

the ones who want to see you
be around you
hear what you have to say to what they have to say to what you have to say

to join the part of you they keep with them
with what is left of you 

and if no one visits,

look inside

Thursday, October 26, 2023

care less

I've painted myself into a corner

now I turn around and paint the corner
leaving footprints and indistinguishable marks
all over my life so far

good only

Wednesday, February 15, 2023

sufficient

If I could split myself in two

into the one who loves me

and the one who is me


who else would I need


not you 

Monday, September 19, 2022

possibly not

I want to fall asleep
in the sun light that settles in my balcony

letting it warm me, even burn me
just a bit

but
stillness is an effort

my mind and my body
so easily overwhelmed, so constantly frustrated

what is it
everything is fucking fine