If I could paint love, I would
If I could paint sorrow, I would refrain.
- ancient Canadian saying
what? there are ancient Canadians, and they do say. The Chinese don't own this shit yo.
If I could paint well, I would
If I couldn't paint very well, I still would
---
I feel I have been so untrue to myself about myself I don't know anything about anything, including myself.
So if I honestly know nothing, can I start afresh? Be anybody?
If yes, would I choose to be a kind, patient and softspoken person? No.
What is required is introspection (good word). Self-introspection (that's understood).
Just, boil myself down until something resembling what I might actually be emerges. Then try not to be fake ever again.
Simple yo.
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There was this girl on a call yesterday - well, the guy sitting behind me was on a call with this girl yesterday - and boss, what a voice. Never have I hated someone, truly in an I-would-shoot-you-in-the-face-good-youre-on-the-phone-and-i-dont-have-a-gun-in-any-event way, but this girl.
BP rising.
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I shall go get drunk
I shall go get drunk
I shall go get drunk
to nigh t t
I hope I don't black out
I hope I don't f*** up
but I shall go get drunk
to night.
(sing it in a 'we shall overcome' tune).
[as I was typing this, someone called to cancel. wtf]
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Today is a bad day,
I wish you could have a bad day with me,
and then we could go out,
have some drinkses and watch a movie,
and curse this f.all day,
together
If I could paint sorrow, I would refrain.
- ancient Canadian saying
what? there are ancient Canadians, and they do say. The Chinese don't own this shit yo.
If I could paint well, I would
If I couldn't paint very well, I still would
---
I feel I have been so untrue to myself about myself I don't know anything about anything, including myself.
So if I honestly know nothing, can I start afresh? Be anybody?
If yes, would I choose to be a kind, patient and softspoken person? No.
What is required is introspection (good word). Self-introspection (that's understood).
Just, boil myself down until something resembling what I might actually be emerges. Then try not to be fake ever again.
Simple yo.
---
There was this girl on a call yesterday - well, the guy sitting behind me was on a call with this girl yesterday - and boss, what a voice. Never have I hated someone, truly in an I-would-shoot-you-in-the-face-good-youre-on-the-phone-and-i-dont-have-a-gun-in-any-event way, but this girl.
BP rising.
---
I shall go get drunk
I shall go get drunk
I shall go get drunk
to nigh t t
I hope I don't black out
I hope I don't f*** up
but I shall go get drunk
to night.
(sing it in a 'we shall overcome' tune).
[as I was typing this, someone called to cancel. wtf]
---
Today is a bad day,
I wish you could have a bad day with me,
and then we could go out,
have some drinkses and watch a movie,
and curse this f.all day,
together