Who'dhavethunk growing up would feel sluggish, would feel anything.
At the end of some days I feel like, man, today was one of those days from which there is no going back. I have crossed a bloody threshold and there is no growing young to make up for this. Like the day I cleaned my house, through and through. It was done, there was no going back to the me before the clean up.
But there has been only two or three such instances when it feels quick and painless. Otherwise, it feels more like slowly pulling off a broken nail. Can't let it hang there, have to voluntarily and slowly tear it off.
Sometimes I think this bothers me so much that I rush headfirst into something I've labelled and stored in my mindhouse (not a mind palace mind you) as "Grown Up Stuff (Misc.)". Just to beat the slugginess. Tear the nail off.
Then suddenly I'm in the middle of a conversation about what return gifts should be given to which aunt for my house warming, and I just want to run to my parents, ask them to handle it and sit in front of the TV while they do.
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It's 2014 guys. I haven't blogged in a while. This year I'm super optimistic about, but most of this year has been me being sick, very sick, sick again and mildly blue. I'm still super optimistic. Happy optimistic 2014 to you (and me).
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I spent a lot of money on acquiring some Harry Potter Lego Sets. I've got mixed feelings about it. Largely positive though.
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I have a craving for gold bangles. Does that happen? Have you seen the price of gold? Sigh.
At the end of some days I feel like, man, today was one of those days from which there is no going back. I have crossed a bloody threshold and there is no growing young to make up for this. Like the day I cleaned my house, through and through. It was done, there was no going back to the me before the clean up.
But there has been only two or three such instances when it feels quick and painless. Otherwise, it feels more like slowly pulling off a broken nail. Can't let it hang there, have to voluntarily and slowly tear it off.
Sometimes I think this bothers me so much that I rush headfirst into something I've labelled and stored in my mindhouse (not a mind palace mind you) as "Grown Up Stuff (Misc.)". Just to beat the slugginess. Tear the nail off.
Then suddenly I'm in the middle of a conversation about what return gifts should be given to which aunt for my house warming, and I just want to run to my parents, ask them to handle it and sit in front of the TV while they do.
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It's 2014 guys. I haven't blogged in a while. This year I'm super optimistic about, but most of this year has been me being sick, very sick, sick again and mildly blue. I'm still super optimistic. Happy optimistic 2014 to you (and me).
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I spent a lot of money on acquiring some Harry Potter Lego Sets. I've got mixed feelings about it. Largely positive though.
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I have a craving for gold bangles. Does that happen? Have you seen the price of gold? Sigh.