she woke up
she stepped out of herself and saw the world for what it was.
what she called reality was a translucent dream.
she could see through it.
into what
the truth she says. she hears herself say.
the truth
that she has been living in a dream.
those she loved were illusions.
fragments.
wisps.
they do not exist.
they will leave soon.
she will leave them soon.
she is confused.
if reality is not real.
what
'ignorance was bliss' she hears herself think.
if that could be called ignorance.
she felt like she did when lying back on the grass and looking up at the night sky.
how endless it seemed.
what lay beyond all those stars planets galaxies. wondering
mind slipping.
fear
of death ?